Did you ever thinking that sometimes, you can't depend on other include your best best friend anymore? Honestly, i did not.
Until yesterday, i believe that my best friend will not make me dissapointed. But today, i realize that i am wrong!

Actually, we are born as a social creature, we can't live alone forever, we are certainly need any help from the others. But also, we can't relying on the other people anymore, although he is your boyfriend, she is your sister, or they are your besfriend! We can't trust them too deep, we just can rely on God and also our self.

I remember, on that day Bintangku has said " Our friend is also our enemy too", just because you love them, you feel so close to them, that doesn't mean they are will never hurt you. Sometimes, someone you love the most, is someone who hurt you so much. So, its better if you just trust a lot to yourself, and act normally to people.

Now i am at the end level of being colleger, not long time ago i will pass the exam and do a graduation, be a scholar, get a job, get married, have a baby, and live my life --hopefully, will, and Aamiin-- with full of happiness.
Welcome to the severally world!!
Hey! What world is it? That is the feeling when we get a worst time, which is caused you didn't have someone to rely on.
Why? Because this time everyone just thinking about her self, they don't care with anyone.
And now, before i get my real life, i trapped on the bad time in that world. Why bad time?
Because i'm not accustomed to moment when i do everything by myself, without someone around me.
And that one of them happens when you become a someone who live at the end of being colleger!
Everything feel sucks.
You must be sure that you can do anything without the help of others.
You can do it, you just need to fight it, Fat.

End of level being A Colleger.  You can only survive through it all, if you stop relying on others, and do everything by your self.