Sugar,

Through this entire life is not easy as its said. 

We ain't just wake up in the morning, take a cup of coffe, and enjoying every second with dreaming.

More we getting older, the burden of life that we bear is more heavier. 

But there is one way, which could make us go through this life without the burden, despite the obstacle in front of  us a very steep.

The way is called: Thankful.

An expert on the philoshopy of existentialism, Albert Camus, on his book entittled The Stranger wrote something that is often been said by my mother too, made me realize a thing about the grateful. The sentence was written in a paragraph, which reads:

“Mother used to say that however miserable one is, there’s always something to be thankful for. And each morning, when the sky brightened and light began to flood my cell, I agreed with her.” 

Now, I will talking about me.

I am very thankful to God for this life. My life is not lacking any-thing, i've lived at the warm house, with love from my parents and siblings.

I still can eat the dishes prepared by my mother's hand everyday, still got the attention from my father who firmly enough everytime, sometimes me and my lilbro scramble over the tv channel and its fun, often i ask for money from my brother for buy everything, and my older sister always pushing me up with her sermon to me so i can be a better girl over and over again.

But i will not be in this age forever.

i getting older everyday,

and the world is never be the same,

from time after time.

I have to start my real life independently, should be thinking about how to make them happy, and live a useful life so that they can be proud of me.

Although its not easy, but i will always strive to be better.

I live my life like most other people do.

Learn, live hobbies, loving, make a friends, joking, shopping, fighting, crying, complaining, met someone new, lost of person, get an experience, having fun, learn from some mistakes, disappointed, pursuit of ideals, chasing an uncertain thing and left the clear one, and the other random things.

In my college life, i have lots of friend.

I have seven best friend in class who locked on my side, no matter what the situation is, they stick with me.

I joining one unit of student activity, who dominated with the guy.. and they helped me to see the world from a different point of view. Few of them care about me, even though i was just a girl who's not very bright, hard to get used to the new habit, prone to crying, sucks, and spoiled, but they are have a kind heart to me. I am also join with the choir, and again, i met the people who had spirit in their life, and certainly inspiring me.

And i just feel like:

I'am a lucky girl in da' world!

I thought that My college life is amazing, because lots of random things were happened.

But...... not only the positive things i feel, the negative one is more often i faced.

The more people loves me, the one who get envious to me also increasingly showing up, and sometimes its make any trouble in my life.

And how do i face when it happened?

One time i can deal with it unruly, but at other times i can not even deal with it at all.

I just try to keep my head up, keep my mind on the positive way, and just let it flow.

But when all the troubles are gone, i am feeling happy, cause i know that problems make me be more mature person.

And if you get the point, everything has two different sides, but have one thing in common, that's namely something called wisdom.

In any sadness or happiness that befall you, there must be lesson learned behind.

So, i thought the only way to be able to live (even with all the trials within it) with a cheerful heart, is to always be greatful for what we live or we have everyday.

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As my mother always said, no matter how hard you face the world how would people be mean to you, how do you feel that life is hard and sometimes unfair, how many times you fall and tried to get up, be thankful, because there will always be wisdom behind it.

Agu'16,

With a memories that strikes suddenly.